There'd be no reason to think twice.

I'm not sure at what point a situation that a one point would have been normal, became awkward, when a greeting with a kiss would be come a wave, a frown, and finally nothing, when the greatest time becomes barely a memory, when happiness became misery.

I think this all happened at once, in a moment. I wish I could meet that moment.
And tell it that I hate it. But I understand why it had to come.

xo

somewhere only we know

life is just to utterly random.
keeps things interesting.



xo

hungoverrrr

Liar,
You never called.
But I'll be just fine, yeah I'm fine,
Sleep well.

This never made much sense to me
So I sleep alone.
Cause you are the same as I always remembered,
I'll always remember.
Where was all your money.
You said, where is all your money.

You like it more than ever,
And I can not stand this.
Because you like it more than ever.

It was just a god damn mistake.
Stay at home,
Because you're way to good at faking.
Love is too much,
I'll be just fine here.
Stay at home,
Because it's always the same.
Darling you fucked up.

I guess I love to spend all my time up in my own brain.
Because I can believe the words coming up out of your face.

Where was all your money.
You said, where is all your money.

You like it more than ever,
And I can not stand this.
Because you like it more than ever.

I guess they all knew.
Somebody draw the sun.
Those states made me distant.
Tell me it's always, better.

Well I can't believe you're still in the valley,
Wasting away.
I guess they got the best of me,
And got your all.
But I'll be just fine here.

i love this band SO much. xo

you can try to fight this all you want.

wellll had a lovely weekend in york with gemma, daniel + megan, much love to them.
went out for tea last + drank some wineeeee. good times <3>

today had a brief look around york designer outlet, no money, so no purchase except a a yummy white hot chocolate, mmmmmmmmmmm.

now sat with the rents watching tv writing my personal statement for uni, (urgh).

good to be home i guess :)

work tomorrow with Papa. I actually quite like it, secretly.

xo

i'm home and you're so dead.

england sucks. and i'm totally in love with LYDIA.

I can't stay over you. 
It seems we drive forever but can never get away from here, 
just one more try. 
I'm guessing you are over me, I guess it's bravery. 
Well cause it's black out the window while you sleep in the passenger seat.
It's gone.

Oh when it's always on your mind but you never speak of the name.
It's in your blood and face and I'm certain it's fame. 
So I stayed out in the car cause the weather had gotten to me. 
But its really these road signs and freeways that I can't take.

This can't be how you live. 
It's like a, a ball and chain around your waist or this simple state. 
Your mind's sick again. 
I'm tasting nothing but 4 words, "please don't leave me". 
And it's Dark in the winter so your ideas start to sleep. 

Well your head is spinning like that carousel, 
and I know you're a mess after 3 or 4. 
But if you make it different then we'll make our way to the surface, 
and your favorite place. 
Where we sit, and we breath. 
cause I know all the words and I sing you everything. 
Well they're just thoughts so go ahead and speak.
So pick out what you like and call me when you're on the way. 
You can spend the night and hope to sleep all day. 
For me its just another week, twenty eight was once how I dreamed. 
And with your scent on my face I can leave and have you for days. 

I still can't see you. 
The summer came and we got lost, all of us. 
You are nothing with out her. 
I still wont remember your face, 
the features mix too well with this alcohol. 
So we cover ourselves in your fear, 
and stay to watch that moon disappear under these lights. 
This city, this city's screaming at me. 
And as you breathe the words I better go. 
The sun is up and taking back all the shadows that covered this ground, 
and our feet, like a blanket of coal.