There'd be no reason to think twice.

I'm not sure at what point a situation that a one point would have been normal, became awkward, when a greeting with a kiss would be come a wave, a frown, and finally nothing, when the greatest time becomes barely a memory, when happiness became misery.

I think this all happened at once, in a moment. I wish I could meet that moment.
And tell it that I hate it. But I understand why it had to come.

xo

somewhere only we know

life is just to utterly random.
keeps things interesting.



xo

hungoverrrr

Liar,
You never called.
But I'll be just fine, yeah I'm fine,
Sleep well.

This never made much sense to me
So I sleep alone.
Cause you are the same as I always remembered,
I'll always remember.
Where was all your money.
You said, where is all your money.

You like it more than ever,
And I can not stand this.
Because you like it more than ever.

It was just a god damn mistake.
Stay at home,
Because you're way to good at faking.
Love is too much,
I'll be just fine here.
Stay at home,
Because it's always the same.
Darling you fucked up.

I guess I love to spend all my time up in my own brain.
Because I can believe the words coming up out of your face.

Where was all your money.
You said, where is all your money.

You like it more than ever,
And I can not stand this.
Because you like it more than ever.

I guess they all knew.
Somebody draw the sun.
Those states made me distant.
Tell me it's always, better.

Well I can't believe you're still in the valley,
Wasting away.
I guess they got the best of me,
And got your all.
But I'll be just fine here.

i love this band SO much. xo

you can try to fight this all you want.

wellll had a lovely weekend in york with gemma, daniel + megan, much love to them.
went out for tea last + drank some wineeeee. good times <3>

today had a brief look around york designer outlet, no money, so no purchase except a a yummy white hot chocolate, mmmmmmmmmmm.

now sat with the rents watching tv writing my personal statement for uni, (urgh).

good to be home i guess :)

work tomorrow with Papa. I actually quite like it, secretly.

xo

i'm home and you're so dead.

england sucks. and i'm totally in love with LYDIA.

I can't stay over you. 
It seems we drive forever but can never get away from here, 
just one more try. 
I'm guessing you are over me, I guess it's bravery. 
Well cause it's black out the window while you sleep in the passenger seat.
It's gone.

Oh when it's always on your mind but you never speak of the name.
It's in your blood and face and I'm certain it's fame. 
So I stayed out in the car cause the weather had gotten to me. 
But its really these road signs and freeways that I can't take.

This can't be how you live. 
It's like a, a ball and chain around your waist or this simple state. 
Your mind's sick again. 
I'm tasting nothing but 4 words, "please don't leave me". 
And it's Dark in the winter so your ideas start to sleep. 

Well your head is spinning like that carousel, 
and I know you're a mess after 3 or 4. 
But if you make it different then we'll make our way to the surface, 
and your favorite place. 
Where we sit, and we breath. 
cause I know all the words and I sing you everything. 
Well they're just thoughts so go ahead and speak.
So pick out what you like and call me when you're on the way. 
You can spend the night and hope to sleep all day. 
For me its just another week, twenty eight was once how I dreamed. 
And with your scent on my face I can leave and have you for days. 

I still can't see you. 
The summer came and we got lost, all of us. 
You are nothing with out her. 
I still wont remember your face, 
the features mix too well with this alcohol. 
So we cover ourselves in your fear, 
and stay to watch that moon disappear under these lights. 
This city, this city's screaming at me. 
And as you breathe the words I better go. 
The sun is up and taking back all the shadows that covered this ground, 
and our feet, like a blanket of coal.

where does the time go?

HELLO to you.

So what have I been doing? I wish I could update this thing more with all the rad things I am doing but its just so hard to write about it when I’m so busy doing it!

I am in Noosa right now whch is just a cute beach town, its lovely. Before this I was in Brisbane which I enjoyed a lot, but it was just another city, very nice though. We went to a theme park which was realllllyyy fun, it was based around the ‘movies’ it was called movieworld, crazy. Leathal Weapon gave me temporary brain-damage

Before that I was in Byron Bay which was a surf town with the most cutest shops + was full of beautiful people. We went on a day tour to Nimbin, which was possibly one of the most random days out of my entire life. We went and it was just full of hippies, weird cafes + smelled like weed.

Everyone was just smoking it in the street + selling it, they really don’t care, it’s not legal at all in NSW, but apparently this crazy town just does what it wants.

Lots of people bought cookies + got really high, SO funny.

We went to this random mans house, who like lived in a middle of the rain-forest that he had created, apparently. Everyone just sat around eating water-melon and looked really stoned. HA.

Oh yeah it was pissing it down allllll day. Then we went to a waterfall, it was amazing, I’ve never seen a real one before. I took a few pictures + then did one back to the bus, WET THROUGH I was.

The hostel in Byron was good.  We had our own apartment which we only have to share with 3 other people.  There was two girls, which were awesome, + we hung out with them + 3 other people they were travelling with. Good times.

before that was surf camp, where i attempted to surf, WORST IDEA EVER, and i've had a few!

i nearly drown about 6 times before i gave up + floated about on my board for 90 minutes. I really wanted to be ace at it, and look cool as fuck. NO.

Before that was sydney which was very average, but i did enjoy the bridge, the opera house + darling harbour. SEE FACEBOOK FOR PICTURESSSS.

Currently loving:

Breaking dawn, lipton tea, mars pods, movie nights, cute shops, excursions, but trips, posting things, the beach, actual sunshine, sleeping in.

xo

this song saved my life.

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.

Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

Are the details in the fabric 
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? 

Are the details in the fabric 
Are the things that make you panic 
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?

Are the things that make you blow 
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault 
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

xo